{"id":8384,"date":"2019-01-04T15:47:27","date_gmt":"2019-01-04T15:47:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.josemarquez.com\/etc\/?p=8384"},"modified":"2019-01-22T23:13:44","modified_gmt":"2019-01-22T23:13:44","slug":"skateboarding-is-for-losers","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.josemarquez.com\/etc\/2019\/01\/04\/skateboarding-is-for-losers\/","title":{"rendered":"Skateboarding is for losers."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cWhy not tennis?\u201d I\u2019m asked, \u201cor golf? Why does it have to be skateboarding?\u201d<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Skateboarding is obviously silly. Four wheels, a piece of wood, \u201ctricks\u201d.<\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s nothing serious about it. It&#8217;s ridiculous.<\/p>\n<p>And yet if you don\u2019t take it seriously, it will hurt you.<\/p>\n<p>If you&#8217;re distracted while skating, you will get hurt. If you hesitate while skating, you will get hurt.<\/p>\n<p>Skateboarding is a joke that requires absolute mental and physical focus.<\/p>\n<p>Utter seriousness in the midst of absurdity.<\/p>\n<p>So: Why do it?<\/p>\n<p>Because life is some really stupid shit.<\/p>\n<p>No one chooses where they are born or into what body. Bad things happen to good people. It all goes to <a href=\"https:\/\/www.poetryfoundation.org\/poems\/46565\/ozymandias\">shit<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>You\u2019d be a fool to think it\u2019s all meant to be \u2013\u00a0that anyone deserves their fortune in life.<\/p>\n<p>What skateboarding requires, then, is what life rewards: being <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Knight_of_faith#Knight_of_faith_and_the_knight_of_infinite_resignation\">carefree and determined;<\/a> both\u00a0vulnerable and unafraid.<\/p>\n<p>You must invite your own pain into your life; treat it with curiosity instead of fear.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>Because <strong><em>you<\/em><\/strong> are always what&#8217;s standing in the way of growth.<\/p>\n<p>To learn a new trick you must feel pain.<\/p>\n<p>Over and over again, in new ways. Until you&#8217;ve traced the contours of the unknown gesture with your own sweat and blood.<\/p>\n<p>Until you&#8217;ve isolated the part of you that has to move in a new way. Change your shadow.<\/p>\n<p>To learn is to to expect pain with open arms.<\/p>\n<p>The SLAM!<\/p>\n<p>There you are, old friend! Now we can begin.<\/p>\n<p>The injury to your body, to your ego, reminds you of what the rules of the game are:<\/p>\n<p>You are nothing. The skateboard is all. (The play&#8217;s the thing.)<\/p>\n<p>No matter your achievements, your status, your gifts: when you skate, you <strong>must<\/strong> fall.<\/p>\n<p>If you don&#8217;t fall, you&#8217;re not trying. You&#8217;re faking it.<\/p>\n<p>Only once you&#8217;ve fallen, can you do it with grace.<\/p>\n<p>Every failed attempt succeeds in whittling your consciousness down to size: you are nothing!<\/p>\n<p>Until your ego is small enough to become part of the board.<\/p>\n<p>Until your self disappears.<\/p>\n<p>History is not linear, progress may be a myth. We don&#8217;t know. The center cannot hold, yadda yadda yadda.\u00a0<\/p>\n<p>But here&#8217;s something I do know. Learning new tricks is a surefire way to keep falling fun and new tricks is a fun way to keep moving forward, in ever widening gyres.<\/p>\n<p>To grow older, at least. With grace.<\/p>\n<p>In those moments when you succeed at a new trick, you have transferred your will to a tool. A chisel or paintbrush that <a href=\"https:\/\/vimeo.com\/47819123\">draws only in time and space<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Skateboarding leaves no worthy artifacts. On the contrary, it removes rather than adds; scrapes, grind marks, scratches.<\/p>\n<p>But like any discipline, skating is ultimately not about mastering the tool but mastering the self.<\/p>\n<p>The more successful the artist, the deeper they have prostrated themselves before their craft.<\/p>\n<p>You cannot win at skateboarding. You will always <a href=\"http:\/\/store.lowcardmag.com\/skate-pools-sweatshirts\/\">lose<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>You can only get better at <a href=\"https:\/\/books.google.com.mx\/books?id=XaROAQAAQBAJ&amp;lpg=PA113&amp;dq=%22We%20have%20seen%20that%20play%20does%20not%20have%20its%20being%20in%20the%20player's%20consciousness%22%20truth%20and%20method&amp;pg=PA113#v=onepage&amp;q=%22We%20have%20seen%20that%20play%20does%20not%20have%20its%20being%20in%20the%20player's%20consciousness%22%20truth%20and%20method&amp;f=false\">playing<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: left;\">\u00a0<\/p>\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201cWhy not tennis?\u201d I\u2019m asked, \u201cor golf? 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